So - what's been going on with me? Well, me and Charlotte went through a really rough patch of our relationship, it got pretty bad - very bad... ok, it was terrible. The good news, is that we sorted it out, and things are already looking up

College is going alright, its a good laugh and I personally feel that I am benefiting from the education, however, the work load is begging to really dent my time, and when I have to consider transport aswell, it can get pretty stressful!
I managed to lose my wallet today, so if anyone finds it, it will be the black one with my ID card in and no money but yeah, if anyone comes accross it, please get in touch (use contact page to email if you dont know my number).

I bought a dedicated server, but at the moment, I haven't moved any of my sites over to it, i'm just getting to terms with the configurations and Lawrence (Ki-Chi-Mi) is giving me a hand in return for full access to it.

What is happening right now? Well, it's been a bad week. I have hardly seen Charlotte, infact, other than passing her occasionally in college, and one night on the bus, I havent really seen her atall, and I wont see her this weekend as she has gone to see her family in Milton Keynes. I have no wallet, so no ID card, no money, no bus pass - i'm practically stuck at home with nobody to see, even my sister who usually comes round for free dinner on Sunday's wont be here as she is performing a show, which my mum is going to watch, so yeah - but not to worry, i have plenty of work to be getting on with!

My blue hair has been overall positive, I have had far more compliments and people actually talking to me, than i have had jokes and insults - to put this in perspective, before i used to get an equal balance of compliments and insults, now i get compliments at least 3 times a day, and insults down to just a few times a week - so all good! The colour is begining to fade though, and I have used all the dye now, so things could change, but despite how weird it may look in a few weeks time, I'm glad I did it! If nothing else, its something to remember

I had my GCSE presentation evening Wednesday night, It had been a really really horrible day, but I found a smile in my cupboard with my "smart" stuff, and off i went. It was actually quite good, i'm glad I went, collected my GCSE certificates and had a bit of history and entertainment, there was a magician who, even though performed tricks I have seen many times before, did an amazing job and had me stunned quite a few times - most definatley comical, and I enjoyed it in the end. It was good to get out the house and see some of my old Gilberd mates, even though it wasn't the best day for it.

I also just want to say thankyou and give my friends Lawrence and Elton a mention, they were really good friends when I needed them this week - and I value that, so thanks guys, you know what i'm talking about.

So what happens now? Well, i'm going to approach the problems between me and Charlotte in an entirely different way from now on, I learnt this week how much Charlotte really means to me, and even though I was really hurting inside, being without her hurt more - so wish me luck everyone

My websites may have been down at various times this week, I had a few minor technical problems that, to be honest, I was too depressed to sort out, but as far as I am aware, everything is back up and running as normal now. Let me know if there is anything that doesnt seem right.

That's all guys! Cheers for reading

Hey everyone. I probably wont be doing much else with this site anymore, I use it to write about life and stuff, share a few pictures and provide some contact info. I will still keep my quote of the week, but I just dont feel upto adding anymore, or doing much. For some reason I feel like I just want to stop everything.

I finally had my hair dyed blue today! I think it looks awesome, and apparantly, so do quite a few people in town do aswell lol. You can find photos of me with blue hair here.

This week has been my October holiday, my first holiday since I started college. As you can see from my previous entry, I was feeling i'll on the last Friday of college and did not go in, but I soon felt better

Saturday and Sunday were farily boring, I decided to get as much of my work out of the way, none of my friends were about, and Charlotte was at an expo in London.

Charlotte came round on Monday, just as my parents were leaving for their October holiday. We had a really nice time, was good to see her again since the last time i saw her was at college on Thursday. Was a really good evening and we had great fun.

Tuesday was some what of a lazy day, I didn't really do any work, watched some TV, then went out a bit later. As i was walking home, it chucked it down with rain, hard, high volume of rain, i got SOAKED! When i got back home, I did a few jobs that Mum had left me to do, and fed the fish and rabbits. My coat and jeans took a few days to dry properly, and my shoes got ruined, lukcily I was thinking of buying some new ones soon anyway lol.

I spent Wednesday finishing any left over work for college, and then began to sort through some of my old stuff that my Mum had asked me to do this week, I didn't really finish all of that until late in the evening, but then I had some weird power cuts - finally, I was able to sit back and relax. I watched some more TV and did some online christmas shopping.

On thursday, Charlotte invited me to go to her house, although she was busy preparing for the Halloween party that I was initially invited to, but because I was a boy, and everyone else were girls, I wasnt allowed to stay, so that was a bit of a let down, I hardly spent any time with Charlotte, just sat around while she got things ready. That night, Charlotte checked again to see if i could stay for the party, but the answer was still no. Instead, i decided to go and see her before the party on Friday, and again on Saturday.

Friday, as i just mentioned, I went to Charlotte's at 10am to meet her, after I arrived, she said that I was now welcome to stay, but I didn't have my things, I had already paid for my bus travel, and spent an hour getting there, and she said that if i did stay, she wouldnt come to see me on Saturday, so i decided in the end just to go home on my own - like the original plan. I felt rejected the first time, and she left it too late to invite me. Again, Charlotte was rather destracted and we didnt spend much time together, so I felt like it was  bit of a waste, but on the other hand, the little time that we did spend together was well worth it. When I got home, my parents had returened, so I had dinner and just chatted with them about it for a while.

Saturday I was looking forward to seeing Charlotte at 12 as arranged, just before I was about to leave to meet her, my dad told me that he might be taking the floor boards up in my room, and that the electricity will be off, so I was a bit confused as to where me and Charlotte could now stay, but I was in a hurry to leave so I didnt have time to discuss it. I got to the bus stop at 11:45 ready to meet Charlotte as arranged at 12. I sent her a text just to say I was there, and didnt expect a reply as she had no credit, but expected her to arrive at the bus stop within the next 15-20 minutes. I sat there for an hour, it was now 12:45 and still no sign, or contact from Charlotte, I saw the same bus driver go past me again, obviously just completed the entire 65 route. By this time, I knew that Charlotte cant have got the 11am bus in order to meet me at 12. At 10 minutes to 1, she arrived and natrually, I was annoyed, I had been waiting for over an hour in the freezing cold and Charlotte hadn't even contacted me to let me know she was going to be almost an hour late. I looked at her ticket which said 12:02, which meant she didnt even get on the bus until after the time we arranged to meet, knowing that it takes almost an hour to get here, but Charlotte only got upset with me for being annoyed and threatened to go home if i was "just going to have a go at her" so I just let it go and forgot about it.

We finally got back to mine at about 1:30pm, despite the akwardness of the situation, and the lack of electricity at home, dad didnt need to take my floor boards up in the end, so at least we could stay in my room. We forgot about the whole being late thing, and managed to have a nice time. We got lunch at about 2:30pm and then around 3:30pm we had electricity back. Charlotte was going to leave at 6pm in order to be home at 7, but Kelly, her mum, phoned to say she would pick her up, so we got an extra 45 minutes, which was nice

I spent the evening wrapping up some of the presents that I have got people for Christmas, I know it's early but I like to get them before the christmas craze!

Sunday is today, the last day of my holiday, I am just "finishing off" i guess, tidying up a bit, packing for college tomorrow, sorting my finances, writing this blog, you know - usualy last minute stuff

All in all, it's been a good holiday, with just a few dissapointments. That's all from me! Hope everyone had a good holiday!